Where was I on 9/11?
This is a question that has been asked a LOT over the past
week. Well, I decided to take today to answer it.
The short answer is the same as a lot of people. I was at
work.
At the time, I was working at my newly hired job as a customer
service rep, taking calls that morning. I remember finishing a call and noting
that some of my co-workers were agitated. I asked what was going on, and the
reply I got was this:
“A plane just hit the World Trade Center in New York.”
What?
I remember thinking it must have been some guy with a
private plane that was drunk or something and few off the lanes. I figured he
did more damage to his plane than the building.
Then, someone said that a second plane hit the building.
That was when I knew something was up. I started looking up news on the
Internet, and found out it was jumbo jets. Two jumbo jets had just slammed into
the World Trade Center. The towers were falling. People were dying. And it was
happening live, not in some bad “destroy the city” movie.
We continued taking calls, of course, placing orders, but as
time went on that morning, fewer and fewer calls came in. Eventually, someone
pulled out a large TV from storage and hooked it up in the break room. There
were reports of a third plane, heading for Washington, aiming right at the
Pentagon. It was a nightmare.
My memory gets a little blurry here. I remember calling my
parents, and listening to my dad yell something to the effect of “It’s the
Arabs. I knew it was as soon as I first heard it.”
I remember people in my office getting sick and crying.
I remember trying to take phone calls from customers that
had no idea what was happening.
I also remember the next few hours afterwards. Plans were
down. No more flights around the country, which meant that lots of our products
were not going to be delivered on time. It may seem strange, but at the time I
can remember looking at the TV, watching the towers burn, listening to the
reporter say that all flights are grounded, and thinking “I just know we’re
going to get some call from someone that’s pissed off we couldn’t get his order
delivered on time.”
The company offered to let people go home if they had family
in New York, but they also kept the doors open and the phones operating. I had
a sister in New York, but she and her husband were safe. So, I stayed through
my shift, working as best as I could. It was all I could do. I couldn’t think
of anything else.
I don’t remember much after that. I was terrified, to be
sure. People had died, lots of them. Our country had come under attack. The
next step was to retaliate. We were going to war. And this frightened more than
anything. Not that I thought we had any other choice, I just don’t like the
idea of men and women going to a foreign country and dying.
The next day, I went back to work and indeed took a few
calls from those people that were pissed off that his mother didn’t get his
order in New York, and her birthday was ruined. Right, because not getting the
flowers you ordered on the day that thousands of people died is the reason your
mom’s birthday was ruined. I had a hard time being friendly to those people.
But I also had calls that made up for it. There was a guy
that wanted to cancel his order, but was willing to still pay for it, because
he knew it wasn’t our fault. There were people that wanted to send flowers to
Ground Zero, to be placed on the site in memorial. There was even a woman that
wanted flowers sent to the New York City Fire Department.
Those people just made my day.
And so, that’s the answer to where I was on 9/11. That’s my
story.
I don’t think it’s that unique, or even that special, but it’s
the only one I have. It's what I can think of to do to remember today. Posting this story here.
I, for one, will never forget that day.
Thank you for writing this. I don't have anything worth Time magazine myself. But our personal "where were you" stories of 9/11 are so deeply embedded in our identities by now that I think any of us who can express them in writing should do so.
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